Thursday, 28 April 2011

When You Don't Always Know

Hurm,
Is it possible for one to be sad over something that they should't be sad about?
Hurm, 
Will you look at me with such disgrace if i told you that I don't even know the first real reason I'm feeling down, but it just feel like it?
How do we deal with transition?
When it happens?
At that time? 
How do we cope?
Hurm,
Do we move on?
What should be thrown away?
What should be kept?
Are memories healthy?  
Hurm,
You know what I think?
I think I think too much,
It should be normal, I'm too mushy for my own good, that's weired....I thought I'm heartless and numb most of the time. Hurm, so to actually feel is a healthy sign right? Haha.
Feelings itself, in whatever state is a gift, Bersyukur yolah, everything is for the best=D

I wish nothing but goodness for all of us, in life and the here-after=D - Fullstop-

-wina n me kat bookxcess-

Monday, 4 April 2011

People and Me...pfff

Harus memblogkan diri sebelum menyambung kerja.
Supaye aku boleh get rid of things by expressing crap that's going through my mind.
Banyak crap ker? kalo crab kan bagos! boleh makan...hadoi merapu suda=p

Okay, my problem now is, short attention span. Ohohoi, dimanakah dan kemanakah pergi zaman remaja dimana memberikan tumpuan yang sepenuhnya adalah 'effortless'. Haha, bercakap seperti diri telah tua bangka, hak3. Haruslah sedar diri. Ok fine. Dalam environment yang ramai orang, disebabkan aku sangat suke orang, yeah, I have this thing about people, 'I like them so much', don't know why, I get energize by having people around me, excited lebey, padahal takdew ape2 pown. But yeah, there's too much to laugh about, too many to tease, too fun to miss out upon. Makanya, saya seperti budak kacik ( -besar-) yang jumpe mainan, mainan yang same pown takpe, tapi masih excited. Kenape? Serious aku excited jumpe orang. =D

I know we are not suppose to label ourselves through others perception and judgement towards us, but sometimes what other people say make us think, because there are things that we are not aware of. My point exactly, I have been labeled to be " A person with high tolerance towards people". May I confess, I've always love people in general, I see good things in them. Yana said that to me because there's this one incident whereby I've been out all days meeting all sorts of people, when suddenly I got a call to meet some more people for some work and I said yes.  It seems like I could never get tired when I'm with people. But of course I do, sometimes, in some situations. 

Anyway, because of my difficulties to concentrate towards my work as I'm being distracted by people           ( maybe I distracted myself.LOL) I am now at home looking forward to finish this assignment which is due tomorrow, urff..today..its Tuesday already=) I guess that's all for now. Hav fun working!