Please read this post with an annoyingly excited tone..then you'll get what I mean. heee
Ok here it is, Abg Heykal dah mandi ari nie=) heeee...the best part about bathing it, is the time I get to spend on realizing how much I love and appreciate having abg Heykal. I know its just a car, but it took me places. And thank You God for the accommodation...thank you soo much.
And another thing I love abt bathing it, is that you can see rainbow!!!! seriously, the splash of water to its warm black body will brings out the spectrum of rainbow, just like what you'll see when the sun shines after a rainy day. Marvelous!
Owh well, stuff happens...just like shit happens( Forrest Gump, 1994). You must not expect it that I should bother to google the date of the film rite?, well I do, and you can trust my citation! ( lua kawal buat thesis ke sume nak letak citation?...hhehehehe)
I digress a lot...bla..bla..bla...( why do I like talking soo much..hurm). what I really wanna say is that, lately, there has been lots of disputes or misunderstandings ( or whatever you wanna call it) all around me, some of which I was involved in and others of which I was given a chance to observed.
As a humble human being, we are prone to make mistakes, and lots of them. Some people carry good intentions, some not so good, some are friends for benefits, or friends with benefits( i'm not gonna get into this, cause content is irrelevant to the writer's intention..hehe), and there are lots of other kinds of people out there.
I know for a fact that people with good intentions are safe and will always be guided by God. This world might be unfair, but God is always fair..always=) . Don't worry if you think that you are being used, or betrayed...He knows, He's always there isn't He. So when you're mad, or sad, or disappointed...'Istifar banyak2 ye'....and bnykkan ingat Allah, benar..."dengan mengingat Allah, hati jadi tenang" Alhamdulillah, that we always have Someone to turn to....dan " cukuplah Allah bagiku" =)
Being someone who is highly flawed and with my unnoticeable egos, sometimes I may think that the other person is on the wrong side, I may think that he/she is mistaken, and that causes lots of dissatisfaction. But you know what bothers me most about dispute and argument? Is the fact that we blame each other and the not-talking part, and all those side-effects from that argument. I can't live with that, I really can't.
Holding a grudge in my heart means that I'm on the losing side, I wasted the part of me to love with hatered. It's not worth it, it never was, never is, and never will be. Thus, despite how wrong a person is from our perception, I'd rather be the one to apologize. Regardless of whether the person forgive me or not, regardless of how pride-full the person might be out of the fact that I'm actually the one who apologize, hell I don't even care. Seriously, I just wanna make peace, I wanna make peace with myself. At least I apologize with all my heart. Kalau nak cakap ikhlas " Ikhlas tu rahsia Allah" . All of us don't really know how much time we have left on this earth, our best certainties is that " mati itu satu kepastian". If I delayed my words for another day, will I have tomorrow as a guarantee? No I don't. Nowadays, it seems like everybody's leaving, regardless of their age.
Another reason I will always choose to compromise is the fact that, though we have made mistakes to each other, although it may have seem real bad, although it may seem like it it hard to accept each other mistakes. What about all those kindness, patience, love, affection, care, that you have shown to each other? Doesn't that counts? Out of the hundreds time that the person helped you, can't you not discount him/her for this one occasion when they are unable to help you. Tell me, are you not ashamed of yourself for being unappreciative for all those times? I would personally be. I know that, I would never be on the loosing end if I forgive and forget. I is never a sin for me to apologize, but it is a sin for me to hold grudge. When we are angry, setan lebih senang pengaruh kite kan.
Sometimes, the images and observations of others' behavior, reflects ourselves. These are lots to learn from each other. And another thing is that, if you don't forgive others, is there ever a guarantee that once you are put i their shoes, when you committed the same mistake, that others will be able to forgive you at that time. Ingatlah, setiap hati-hati manusia itu milik Allah, dengan izinNya lah juga hati-hati itu bisa lembut( ttibe aku teringat lagu dlm Ombak Rindu tu, 'tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia' cewah poyo..hehe). My dear friends, for life might only surprise you, forgive and people will forgive you, love then you will be loved, bersyukurlah selagi masih ada waktu =)
Peringatan untuk semua dan untuk diriku sendiri terutamanye=) InsyAllah
wen d wise person spoke.. *betui x ayat nih;P*
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